Weekend was great! [:
God has been telling me about hope/trust/faith. They are all I ever need now.

had a wonderful time with bestie after yyb(: we were talking about… MARRIAGE! hahahaha. What she said really got me thinking.

After entering disciple class, I was told/taught that God is our match maker. Hence, we just have to wait for the right one to come by. However, God give us a choice. We can choose to want it or walk out of it. It got me thinking. If God already knew we didn’t want this first guy, why did he still let us know? And and and, isn’t he god’s best for us? But bestie was saying that is not a sin to reject and the second one does not mean is not god’s best. After all, your partner is just there to rub out the monstrous side of you. So anyone can do it. HAHAHA. But I still think there is a reason why that particular someone and not another. Who know, after all I am not God. Heh. Then we went on discussing if we would reject. I think I have decided, for now. Let’s hope I won’t be fickle minded again. And as the discussion was going on… more questions started birthing.

Bestie taught me… if we can’t love god who is our creator, lover and father, someone who never fails you, who is always there for you, who died on the cross for you, what makes you think you can love someone who is imperfect, someone who will send you heartaches and more heartaches? This is true! Many people enter marriage thinking having another half can make me whole, thinking this person can fulfill some part of me that I am lacking, etc. however, only God can fulfill all our needs and he is the only one that can make us whole. And once both parties are made whole by loving God, marriage can take place. Cause is no longer about wanting something from your spouse, but giving. Once you have the “god is enough for me, I don’t need to get married or have a spouse” mentality, that’s when you are ready to commit and god will bring the right one to you. [:

Okay, you must be thinking I am only seventeen but I am already here talking about marriage. Heh. I think there is absolutely nothing wrong with that. Is better to start thinking now, start knowing now then be a blur block and step into it only to regret.

Oh well, enough of my weekends!
SPAIN SPAIN SPAIN SPAIN SPAIN SPAIN SPAIN SPAIN SPAIN
THE CHAMPION [: [: [:
I hate torres but I love him this time round for making SPAIN EURO 08 CHAMPION. heh. Although SPAIN win, which makes me really happy, I have to admit that is a rather boring finals. Not as exciting as I was hoping/wanting/thinking it would be. Oh well faith, just be contented that SPAIN win la. haha!

i love my new blog skin. i made it myself. heh. [: and
i realise i have not been blogging properly. lets see what i have been doing lately.

after reading photogenic life by Low Kay Hwa, i went on reading Journey by Low Kay Hwa (again) someday last week. once again, i cried. i cried even more than photogenic life. gawd. he's such a good author. [:



if you want to read too, my friend is renting it out at $2 per week. she has all the series. so yeah. tag my tagboard if you are interested [:



last thursday, gid came over and farhan stayed with us. we laughed so much, i forgot my name. LOLS.

i finally went swimming last saturday [: i want a new swimming suit [:
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i finally got my 'kangaroo' after one weeks since farhan shah yy is back. HAHHA. and somehow, the kangaroo got transform into dora. -.-


look at this! is for age 2! what an insult, farhan! and they say i look like dora. first was chipmuck then now.. anyhow, we had this silly conversation with our computing faci. it was damn hilarious. i cant believe we even talked about it!


caught it ytd with the shaved monkey. this show is damn sick please. -.- thank god i only waste $2.50 on it. thanks to rainer [:


i love it. is coming out soon next month, i think. do catch it [:

SPAIN vs GERMANY. i really hope SPAIN will win euro 08 uhhh. dear villa, please dont go over to liverpool. pretty pls. ronaldo, you cannot leave man u. if not, that's the end of us. i dont even know why i wrote that since they wont be reading this. LOLS. i think this is the first time i talk about soccer in my blog. heh.
for your information, my favourite club is man u. not because of ronaldo but cause i think they got skills/class unlike some loser and because of another reason i am not revealing. heh heh. and my favourite soccer player is DAVID VILLA! & he got injured ytd :/ poor thang.
anyhow, i cant wait for the finals! i am so gonna catch it. SPAIN vs GERMANY [:

okay, this post is so random! lols.
summary, past two weeks has been movies.books.love.swimming
HAHAHA

EUGENE! look what you have done. hahahaha.
anyw, i am so glad you came ytd. [: beams
you are such a nice friend. woohoo.

this few days has been closely related to movies and books [:


manage to watch sex and the city on tuesday. it was a great show. about friendship, woman, love, label, sex? LOLS. i covered my eyes during the * parts! heh. the only label that doesnt goes out of style is LOVE. love it (:

ytd, i finished reading a photogenic life by Low Kay Hwa's [: it was damn good. i cried twice !


i shant tell more but trust me, everyone should read it!
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sunny and zinc got into a MRT train. zinc told sunny to sit on the chair in front of him, so that they can see each other. but after they sat, may people come in at raffles place station and block their view. he cannot see sunny anymore. at jurong station, all the people go away from the train and they saw one another again. then sunny came to him and said ' see? you'll just have to wait for me. that's what true love is all about. just imagine those passengers as obstacles in our love : they may be blocking us, but i know you're just in front of me, nothing on earth can stop our love, okay? if you cannot see me, just wait for me. '

IT WAS FATHER'S DAY ON SUNDAY [:
we got dad a belt, had ice cream tgt. and that pretty much sum up my father's day but my sunday itself was coolios [:

it was dress up day for yyb. and everyone look so good. nat and i were twin for that day. heh. we look so similar. haha. i cant stop laughing. it was pure coincidence can. heh.
after yyb, dan, miracle, gid and i went to pasta mania. dan felt like doing sth to her hair so we agreed to acc her to chong pang to extend her hair.
at the station, we saw this really punk rock guy who happens to be in my school ! so they dared me to say hi to him. and dan will pay for my extention. LOLS. so i really did went up and say hi. tada. i earn myself a free few strands of red hair.

on the train, we had lots of ' air con ' facing us. and one of them happen to have extra hole. OMG. we kept laughing and laughing ! we are damn mean but.. cant help it.




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i think holiday means grow fat ! farhan said i put on weight ): which i think so too. bestie bestie, swimming soon pls !
school's fun as always. haha. with people like shaved monkey, how boring can school get? during lunch, we were talking about marriage and all. imagine having your wedding dinner at a club. LOLS. and we were all throwing in wild ideas of wedding could be. haha.
today's problem was rather easy. i kinda like it [: but not ytd's one. ew. hate science! meeting mich later. cant wait! [:

this few days has been H-A-P-P-E-N-I-N-G yo. hahaha. i went over to my cousin's place on friday intending to swim. who knows, my aunt came knocking on my door. i was sooooo not willing to let her in. but well, fate. hence, i got to give up my swimming plan. anyhow, i still went thou swimming plan was called off. i was so bored i started touring around and started taking pictures. it was quite enjoyable thou. if only i had a more professional camera. ( ps: i was using my HANDPHONE! ) so that was friday.

on monday, we were released early to build relationship with one another. everyone was cliche-ing until aunty serene step in. it was then i realise my heart was close! anyhow, i made the decision to open up again. bestie and i had a good trashing! after which, nat and i left the group and went dating. LOLS. i had a good time talking to her (: half the time was about 'Common topic'. heh. the other half was about friends, families, ourselves and pretty much about past and life. i wish we could talk till dawn. there's so much to say please.

on tuesday, we were also released early and had a great time of fellowship (: i love my FA. the golden eagles [: heh heh. i had to leave due to work. oh well. and school's starting next week ! sad and happy at the same time. sad cause i cant attend jesus bride and i am so gonna miss everyone there! ): happy cause i can get to see my classmates! esp shaved monkey. hee. oh well.

VP is having this major dance project which is so egg-citing ! we had training today cause we gotta teach the public tml! and tml is going to be in the DANCE STUDIO ! gawddddddd. i think god is so sick of hearing my constant nagging that he granted me my dream. which is to dance in the studio again. YAY ! you dont know how elated i am/was (: (:
dance. dance studio. music. speaker. mirror. people. steps. moves. tights. sweat. water. towel.
THAT'S LIFE YO YO YO ! [:

dan is now beside me. and she keep disturbing my train of thots. IRRITATING. hahahahahaha. just kidding [: i still love her plenty thou. hehaho. we are going to bed TOGETHER now. hahahahahahaha !

dan here! WHAT SIAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!! roar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! erm.. who wants to sleep wit you MAN! only.. u noe hu in the near future... (((: and i noe you loovveeeeeee me, aaaaaawwwwwwwwww!!!

RIGHT. and she just polluted my entry a little.

(: i am chosen to be in the 20days jesus bride. such a privilege! :D
today is day 4th day and i have learned so much so much. everytime i attend disciple class, i will always leave thinking alot and reflecting alot. LOLS.
anyw, the lesson on love is still stuck in my head. love is patience and patience means waiting. so if you truly love someone or something, you will wait. cause if you want it so badly, that's lust, not love. WOW. i didnt know that! lust and love is just a thin line away but worlds apart !

i cannot believe that thou jesus knew all along that judas is the one who will betray him, he still love him, nurture him, teach him, etc. how noble! loving one another is alrdy tough enough let alone our enemies. but jesus did it! and guess what? it was judas who fulfilled jesus's destiny which is the cross. therefore, we all have one judas ultimately to bring us to our final destiny. someone who will also drive us up the cross. WOAH.

oh well, life is all about dealing with i,me,myself.
die saul die.

sentosa with some of my classmates :D
it was crazy/fun/hilarious/crappy/chukchuk (idk how to spell but it means retarded)

it was one hour bus ride and when i was in the bus, i realise i forgot to grab a book to read. zomgggggggg. i almost died.


in monorail. on our way there.

i was the only girl! and the guys are big bullies! really. hahaha. i was so wishing hannah to come asap! that sleepyhead.


it started out with the guys playing frisbee and beach ball. while me and farhan just sit and stare. LOLS. of course we didnt forget to do what we do best - cam-whore and eat! hahahah.


we waited for hannah to come and the shaved monkey went to koufu for lunch (: (:


then we played daidee and attempt to teach farhan. hahaha. it was damn hilarious! while we were playing, the rest of them - shawn, jinglie, jo dug a hole!


we joined in. it was quite stupid yet very fun. once it was done, the rest jumped in. thank god i didnt! cause they piled sand on hannah and added humans parts to her. LOLS. poor thang.


then it was back to daidee and tanning (: (: soon it was time for us to go.


we went to Carls Jr for dinner. my first time there. OMGGGGGGGG. the food is yummy-licious. i love it. esp. the fries (: but the serving abit too big uh. over dinner, we were talking about our class, when we started liking this class, what was our first impression of one another, etc. it was cool baby [:
after which, we went shopping at vivo :D


then it was time to go.. but i am pretty happy with my day (:

on friday after prayer meeting, dan & i went to had bean curd at some random street. it was oh so delicious please. i love late night supper. i love back street kinda feel. i love famous food. i love going to random street. if only i werent so restricted, i would probably have supper at different part of singapore's random street every night. HAHA. okay, mayb not every night. lols. but that means i got to be rich too. supper = midnight = no mrt = cab = MONEY ! hahahaha.

went to study at macs with bestie on sat evening. SHE GOT A NEW LAPPY! woohoo. damn cool. but.. okay, lets just say the connection sucks luh. is so damn slow. i take two hours just to load my powerpoint?!?! by the time i finish downloading the things i ought to study, times up! is time to go home. -.- anyw, i went to her house to collect my slippers. HAHAHA. speaking of slippers, i am so gonna roll on the floor. lols. anyw, her dog keep scaring me. like suddenly pop out beside me?! and dog makes me think of muffin! i miss muffin. gid said he is not emo anymore. oh boy oh boy. so need to see the active side of him! oh well.

today in yyb, we talked about relationship AGAIN ! there's so much more to life than just (fill in the blanks), so much more to life than me, myself and i. relationship and love. that's what everyday is ought to be like. i gotta live my everyday like is my last, loving, reaching out, helping, etc. why am i always so caught out with my own emotions? get a life please, faith.
i am so happy cause i decided to open my heart to nat (: hee hee.

went over to gid place with dan after which. had pasta for dinner :D i just realise i dont really like tomato sauce pasta. i shall never order it again! hehaho. after dinner, dan and i helped gid to dye hair. OMG. is damn hilarious. alot of funny and stupid thing happen la. HAHAHAHA. we just keep laughing and laughing. after awhile, i became the hairdresser for the day. and i got my shirt and fingers stained. perfect! gid, you owe me big time! ahahaha.

someone whom i dont know just called. and idk why i even talked to him -.- apparently, he's from my secondary sch. dont know where the heaven he got my number from. eeeek!
this incident just reminded me of yandao.com ( a website containing all RP student's database )


is not over.